Monday, July 26, 2004
2dae iz monday..n dat's when the blues cum in..waz super sian..chem waz all rite..den it waz maths..elam iz so borin..she's catchin up 2 KT and CWB liao..den waz double eng..OMG..he waz so sian 2..the oni funi ting waz 'there's oni a thin border ebtween lameness and studpidity and u jus crossed it' and 'are u lurve sick or r u sick of lurve'..oni lidat loe..sian sian sian..den aft recess waz CWB..i hate him...juz the sight of him reminds me of vomit+ shit..sian..den cme..ok loe..a little funi nia..den waz SS..OMG..i cud nt fin qn 1b and 2..sure sure fail le..God bless..let mi borderline pass.wl..so little time.i hate it man..den waz chi..sian..den stay bac anihw do maths den go lib le..den aft much slackin den go hm le loe..sian man..
Thursday, July 22, 2004
2dae quite sian..the 1st 2 period s waz kinda free den elim lesson bcum so jing zhang..den aft dat slack slack den gt amaths test.sure fail le..den anihw anihw the lessons end le..den sit in class 4 committee mtg..den we started wifout clar lo though clar sae must wait 4 him ar..den v sian..so slack 1..i dun tink a mtg of 6 ppl can do much aniwae sumore it waz like oni 5 since 2 sorta like stuck 2gether..its juz 6 ppl out of duno hw mani committee members loe..n 6 ppl cnnt decide much aniwae..6/42 is oni 14 percent of the class percentage loe..which iz super pathe..oso no mood sia..c so few ppl nia..sian loe..so unlike last time..gt more ppl..den i juz sweep floor den go hm le loe..end the borin dae
Sunday, July 18, 2004
Just a memory
I thought you made me happy
But I was always sad
I thought I couldn’t live with out you
But you just made me mad
As I look back I realized that you were just a memory
One that never really wanted me
Slowly the memory of you fades away
I don’t want to see you another day
So I will sit back and let the tears fall
Then I realize.............. I didn’t really need you…. not even a little… not even at all
Thursday, July 15, 2004
It seems to rain
everytime i'm sad
can the heaven's
fell my pain?
can people see
why i'm hurting?
the rain is as if
somebody's crying for me
to know how it
feels to have a broken heart
All I ever did was love you
Is that a crime?
But why am I being punished
For doing this simple rhyme.
This is my way to let go
I hope you understand
This I say is just going with the flow.
Some said I have an addiction
Is that wrong for it to be for you?
So now I'm facing persecution
For something I didn't do.
I'm on my knees
Wondering why did you leave
Hoping you'll come back
I'm begging you begging you please
Waiting for that phone that never rings.
It feels that life has come to a stand still
My friends tell me to get out of the past
But I usually heal fast
And I now can't chill
When i walk out the door
I have to put on a mask
Cause i don't want to put my problem on tour
So my feelings are bottled up inside
This means they'll never die.
My crime and my addiction
They are one in the same
It's about my love for you
There was nothing I could do
I will take my punishment
which is my pain.
have u eva
HAVE YOU EVER HAD FEELINGS SO STRONG FOR SOMEONE THAT YOU THOUGHT NOTING COULD EVER GO WRONG...
MAYBE THAT PERSON WAS THE ONE FOR YOU, SO PERFECT AND FLAWLESS...
BUT THEN ONE DAY PASSES WITH NO WORD FROM THAT PERON,
DAYS, WEEKS, MONTHS PASS BY AND YOU MOVE ON WITH LIFE
BUT THEN WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT YOU HEAR FROM THEM AGAIN.
YOUR HEART POUNDS WITH JOY.
BUT THEN THE WORDS COME OUT, "I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND NOW."
EVERYTHING FREEZES AND YOU WISH YOU WOULD WAKE UP,
BUT THE THING IS ITS NOT A DREAM, SO HOW CAN YOU REACT TO THIS,
YOUR HEART BREAKS, YOU CAN'T TAKE IT.
YOU START TO CRY, BUT THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO,
EXCEPT FORGET YOU EVER KNEW THEM AND TRY TO MOVE ON.
lolx..loOOk at my headin n unoe hu i goin 2 b our subject 2dae..lolxx..its our 1 n oni ELIM....haha..she iz juz so cute..her lessons nwadaes more interestin n easy le..she teachin ionic equations 2dae..haha..den she ask bowen 2 do ionic equation lah..den she walk here walk there..den bowen fin le..she ask am i rite or iz he rite??
..den i waz like huh...u gt rite anitin meh..haha..so funi..den aft dat she sae she wan call ger le..den she call yanyee den sae yanyee nt bad den dun let her do..den she call mi den i oso no nd do..den she call yk..den she ask him go up straight away..lolx..funi sia..she v cute loe..den gt another time hor she wan call index no. 2 go infront do sumtin mah..den everi1 like quite jing zhang den she call 44
..lolx..the class oni gt 42 loe..den make everi1 so jing zhang n relaxed at the same time..haha..so cute rite..lol...2dae kinda sian bt at least geog test oral rerun all over le..haha..oni left wif chi tes 4 dis wk le..YEAH..
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
2dae gt olevels oral..n it sux loe..the readin part gt a few words read wrong den the bao zhan bao dao made mi lose hope n the re chang hua ti made mi disappointed wif myself worx..v lan sia..tink gona do v v lan 4 olevels le..sumore b4 dat last period iz cwb lesson loe..den he damn dulan loe..dunwan let us go loe..we ask 2 go at 1.40 coz 2.10 muz report mah..den he dunwan let us go loe...he v v v idiotic loe..i tink i duno wad 2 sae durin oral partly coz of his face oso..wl..i hate him 200%man..he v v bad loe..we wan go den he sae 10 more min den sch fin le lah..wl..it mite nt matter 2 him lah..bt he duno hw 2 tink wif his ass meh..10 min we can do lotsa tings loe..coz we can go n buy food loe..hes a teacher mah he wun noe dat aft 1.50 wil hab lotsa ppl runnion 2 canteen 2 buy food loe..den if we go down so late den no nd eat le loe...dat idiot..brainless.so heartless loe..den sumore tues assembly loe..hole sch at hall loe..stil gt announcement let the olevels oral ppl go loe..den ytd kelvin tan oso let dem go..den he v big meh..dun let us go..damn pissed off by dat flirtatious old lecher sia..den sumore we stand le den he wan us go bac sit sae wad he haven dismissed us yet..den aft dat he duno dulan waqd den aft dat dismissed hole class..wl..hate physics...hate cwb even more
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
sian..i noe i v v v v long no update le..bt itz all bcoz my life waz so SIAN..sian bt coz nt interestin bt coz quite rotine mah.go sch stay bac go hm..though in sch all dis quite funi bt i zhong ti bu qi jing 2 do tings n listen 2 lessons..m a bigger slacker nw..juz go sch laff oni..den stay bac..dne go hm...hate physics.cwb sux big time..his face juz turns mi off..i juz wana wipe dat fake 'smile' off his face loe..so idiotic..sian lo..v v sian loe..the tests r cumin up..tml gt olevels' oral..die le..haha.scared later nth 2 sae sia..so far my greastest achievement waz JUZ PASSIN my chemistry test..haha..elim sae more den half the class fail den i noe i sure in le..bt i c paper le den noe i gt 31..ok lah..though iz c6 bt betar den nth..haha..n dis grade iz definitely goin 2 b much betar den my PHYSICS test mah..n my geog.n my chi..itz goin 2b betar den all my other tests bah..so unprepared..i hav completely nth in my brain bout the diff subs..eng best le..no nd study at all..sumore iz compre paper..so song..no nd format..
btw..i 2dae quite siao sia..kp saein hi n bye 2 ppl..n laffin..haha..even 2 ppl i dun reali noe..lucki dae all gt sae hi 2 mi or else i sure v malu-ded
haizz..oso sianded by my own typin..update sum other time..mayb tml..mayb nxt wk..or nv..lolx