Sunday, May 27, 2007
i jus received news that anyone who misses any training durin the hols will b kicked out of the team.which probably means i have to make my choice,as some ppl know i haven been to trainin since forever.its only recently that i come to realised my change in attitude towards this team.i still rmb how at the beginnin of the year i got so upset/emotional when mr yeo talked to me about db and yet jus a few weeks ago when he told me he may b closin db down i jus told him to do whatever he felt was right and seriously i werent really affected by it.i was pretty sure if he told me that last year i would have at least felt a little down.i know i wont stay friends with 95% of the ppl from db or we werent even friends to begin with.mayb its this lack of any tiny sense of attachment that makes my feelings die down.i still like db as a sport.i still rmb the intensity and pressure right at the start of the nationals,when we were all at the startin point and unity when we all charged,we lost but i've never fel like this b4. but tpjc db is not how i imagined it would be.i tot it was a team water sport where every1 worked as a team n would b so bonded they would eventually b best of friends but by now i know its all jus a thought.
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